1 00:00:11,400 --> 00:00:13,391 2 00:00:34,880 --> 00:00:37,030 White with blue and orange, 3 00:00:37,560 --> 00:00:39,755 White with red and green, 4 00:00:40,000 --> 00:00:42,275 Red with blue and gold, 5 00:00:42,480 --> 00:00:45,233 Red with blue, Red with green, 6 00:00:45,360 --> 00:00:47,920 Red with white, Red with black, 7 00:00:48,800 --> 00:00:52,873 Blue with yellow, Blue with red, 8 00:00:53,760 --> 00:00:56,672 Blue with white, Yellow with greenish-black, 9 00:00:57,360 --> 00:00:59,396 Yellow with indgo, 10 00:00:59,640 --> 00:01:02,791 Ultramarine, Cyan, 11 00:01:02,920 --> 00:01:05,639 Turquoise, Ice-blue, Opal, 12 00:01:05,760 --> 00:01:09,673 Neptune-blue, Nile-green, Sea-green, 13 00:01:09,800 --> 00:01:12,633 Malachite-green, Veron-green, 14 00:01:12,760 --> 00:01:14,796 Leaf-green, moss-green, 15 00:01:14,920 --> 00:01:17,514 Lemon, Yellow, Gold, 16 00:01:17,640 --> 00:01:20,393 Chrome, Orange, Salmon, 17 00:01:20,520 --> 00:01:23,637 Scarlet, Red, Amaranth, 18 00:01:23,760 --> 00:01:28,151 Purple, Voile, Amethyst, 19 00:01:28,520 --> 00:01:30,317 Indigo. 20 00:01:36,000 --> 00:01:37,991 21 00:02:26,880 --> 00:02:28,632 Yuck, Yuck, Yuck. 22 00:02:29,000 --> 00:02:32,709 The only interesting thing in the world must be the human face. 23 00:02:33,400 --> 00:02:35,789 Here there are only cranes, lines. 24 00:02:36,800 --> 00:02:38,756 All dead matter. 25 00:02:40,240 --> 00:02:42,674 Look. Over there, isn't that nice? 26 00:02:45,240 --> 00:02:46,798 Do you know something about it? 27 00:03:20,320 --> 00:03:22,993 I'm a little peculiar. I love people, 28 00:03:23,120 --> 00:03:27,591 Faces, the humane, the warm. 29 00:03:27,720 --> 00:03:30,234 There's nothing more alive than man. 30 00:03:31,560 --> 00:03:35,553 When Rolf met Elisabeth, she was 20 years old, 31 00:03:35,680 --> 00:03:39,150 and attended the academy of photography and graphic arts, 32 00:03:39,280 --> 00:03:44,229 the photography school in Hamburg. He studied medicine. 33 00:03:46,800 --> 00:03:49,872 But when? - One notices. 34 00:04:11,280 --> 00:04:14,590 Then it wouldn't be so nice afterwards. Right? 35 00:04:18,720 --> 00:04:23,475 Rolf had polio as a child. He's living with his mother. 36 00:04:23,640 --> 00:04:26,518 His father died very young. 37 00:04:26,640 --> 00:04:29,996 The mother stayed alone, because of her son. 38 00:04:31,240 --> 00:04:35,711 Rolf wants to become a doctor. This decision stood firm since his childhood. 39 00:04:36,040 --> 00:04:40,272 Due to his numerous illnesses during his childhood, he became an idealist. 40 00:04:41,160 --> 00:04:46,154 He wants to become a doctor, to help humanity and to fight calamity. 41 00:04:50,400 --> 00:04:52,595 42 00:05:13,800 --> 00:05:17,270 Elisabeth was interested in everything Rolf did. 43 00:05:17,400 --> 00:05:19,675 She never left his side. 44 00:05:19,800 --> 00:05:23,839 She accompanied Rolf to the lectures and dissection courses. 45 00:05:31,800 --> 00:05:34,598 Mr. Hamperl, Mr. Hartwig, 46 00:05:35,000 --> 00:05:38,197 Mr. Hegemann, Miss Kristmann... 47 00:05:47,160 --> 00:05:51,392 Then this is already the twelfth rib, 48 00:05:51,600 --> 00:05:56,390 the Nervus subcostalis. we can hook Subcostalis 49 00:05:57,160 --> 00:05:59,071 upwards 50 00:05:59,200 --> 00:06:03,239 and onto invenalis. 51 00:06:03,760 --> 00:06:06,354 Just pull it upwards. 52 00:06:06,480 --> 00:06:09,153 Now we take the renal bed, 53 00:06:09,280 --> 00:06:12,795 the lower pole of the kidney, pull it out. And tweezers... 54 00:06:12,920 --> 00:06:15,309 I've always thought, I'd be in shock, 55 00:06:15,440 --> 00:06:17,192 when I saw something like this. 56 00:06:17,360 --> 00:06:20,033 But now I even find, that it looks pretty. 57 00:06:20,760 --> 00:06:26,198 Always to go further into detail, until you're fascinated, how that lives. 58 00:06:27,080 --> 00:06:29,355 She didn't touch anything. 59 00:06:29,920 --> 00:06:33,799 She talked a bit much about things, she had only seen. 60 00:06:36,200 --> 00:06:39,351 The passion to capture another human, is understandable. 61 00:06:39,480 --> 00:06:43,075 Tomorrow we get the Regio lumbalis, the loin area. 62 00:06:46,600 --> 00:06:49,273 So this is the situation 63 00:06:51,000 --> 00:06:54,834 in regards to the locomotor system. 64 00:06:55,040 --> 00:06:57,838 Thus the type of incision is given: 65 00:06:58,880 --> 00:07:00,996 From this top angle 66 00:07:01,120 --> 00:07:04,351 at the iliac bone crest frontwise. 67 00:07:06,600 --> 00:07:09,353 Projection! Episcope! 68 00:07:11,320 --> 00:07:16,348 A navel loop, this is the height of the navel. 69 00:07:16,480 --> 00:07:19,995 So this is the track, this will be the body... 70 00:07:59,360 --> 00:08:01,715 Here, these are skeletons, of unborn. 71 00:08:03,440 --> 00:08:06,910 This is about the third, or fourth month. 72 00:08:09,360 --> 00:08:14,150 This is about the size, when it is born, this is how the development progresses. 73 00:08:14,280 --> 00:08:16,669 Here you've got the first teeth. 74 00:08:19,400 --> 00:08:21,789 Of a ten-year-old. 75 00:08:26,320 --> 00:08:29,915 These are adults already. This is a man and this is a woman. 76 00:08:30,040 --> 00:08:32,600 There, the pointy part... It's pointy in a man. 77 00:08:50,480 --> 00:08:53,153 One week later Elisabeth is going on vacation 78 00:08:53,280 --> 00:08:55,794 with Rolf on his light motor-cycle. 79 00:08:56,360 --> 00:08:58,430 She's coming back pregnant. 80 00:09:10,320 --> 00:09:12,038 Stop! 81 00:09:22,600 --> 00:09:24,477 Step aside! 82 00:09:42,960 --> 00:09:47,670 Elisabeth believes to be in a big romantic love story with Rolf. 83 00:12:25,240 --> 00:12:28,630 Elisabeth thought about marriage before. 84 00:12:28,800 --> 00:12:31,678 That's why she's thinking of it again. 85 00:12:49,440 --> 00:12:51,112 You've got it very nice here. 86 00:12:51,240 --> 00:12:55,313 I always like to create an atmosphere. That's important. Rolf knows that. 87 00:12:57,840 --> 00:12:59,751 He likes to be alone. 88 00:13:00,480 --> 00:13:03,677 Sometimes I don't know if he's at home. 89 00:13:04,000 --> 00:13:07,754 You really have to bring him back to himself. 90 00:13:07,880 --> 00:13:13,238 He is unbelievably sensitive. Even as a child... 91 00:13:13,360 --> 00:13:16,796 He's working very serious. - You have to support that. 92 00:13:17,880 --> 00:13:20,678 Especially because she respected Rolf's mother, 93 00:13:20,800 --> 00:13:23,678 Elisabeth did not like this woman to be present on her wedding day, 94 00:13:23,800 --> 00:13:27,998 that only returns once in life. 95 00:13:32,000 --> 00:13:34,389 Who's this? - It's me. 96 00:13:38,360 --> 00:13:40,191 Who's this? - It's me. 97 00:14:12,280 --> 00:14:15,078 Look. 98 00:14:23,480 --> 00:14:27,234 Yes. Your name is Michael. 99 00:14:31,760 --> 00:14:33,159 Rolf? 100 00:14:34,000 --> 00:14:36,036 This apartment is just wonderful. 101 00:14:41,240 --> 00:14:44,312 Elisabeth has spotted a small attic flat, 102 00:14:44,440 --> 00:14:47,716 which she is arranging with Rolf and Michael. 103 00:14:52,240 --> 00:14:56,472 Most important item in the flat is a big french bed. 104 00:15:01,040 --> 00:15:04,316 Listen, I think we don't need a bedroom, we'll just use 105 00:15:04,440 --> 00:15:06,954 the bed as a couch during the day. 106 00:15:32,560 --> 00:15:34,551 107 00:15:36,880 --> 00:15:38,996 Please laugh! 108 00:15:39,200 --> 00:15:42,795 Bending of the Psychosomaticus. 109 00:15:43,000 --> 00:15:47,630 He can laugh, but he does not get a dimple. 110 00:15:51,400 --> 00:15:57,157 Ladies and gentlemen, 63 percent of all people do not get dimples when they laugh. 111 00:15:57,320 --> 00:16:00,312 37 percent do. 112 00:16:01,000 --> 00:16:05,391 You can see this lauging dimple on both sides very well here. 113 00:16:06,000 --> 00:16:10,278 If this ideal of beauty would be reached, fellow colleague, 114 00:16:10,400 --> 00:16:14,473 then one would be strong, the other a little weaker, 115 00:16:14,600 --> 00:16:16,989 hence the famous asymmetry. 116 00:16:29,600 --> 00:16:31,795 117 00:17:21,960 --> 00:17:26,829 Elisabeth told Rolf: "If I were you, I would become an eye specialist. 118 00:17:26,960 --> 00:17:30,032 There is nothing as sensitive as the eye." 119 00:17:30,880 --> 00:17:35,635 Elisabeth said: "I hold love in high regard. 120 00:17:35,760 --> 00:17:39,309 But I regard it differently than the others regard it. 121 00:17:39,480 --> 00:17:43,837 We are always having a conversation, always these wonderful conversations." 122 00:18:08,480 --> 00:18:13,076 To be able to survive! To make something that stays. 123 00:18:14,560 --> 00:18:16,790 Look, I found this in the basement. 124 00:18:17,440 --> 00:18:20,318 The tests with immunebiological substances for example. 125 00:19:05,520 --> 00:19:07,511 126 00:19:09,160 --> 00:19:10,878 Can you hear that? 127 00:19:22,160 --> 00:19:25,789 Did I disturb you? - I hope I didn't disturb you. 128 00:19:25,920 --> 00:19:30,755 No, you know, I've heard you from time to time before so I just came down. 129 00:19:30,880 --> 00:19:35,396 I didn't know it was you, of course, I just wanted to see at last. 130 00:19:35,560 --> 00:19:38,154 I hope I didn't disturb you, you see, I'm not allowed to practise anywhere, 131 00:19:38,280 --> 00:19:40,077 so Ms. von Brockhusen said, I could practise here. 132 00:19:40,200 --> 00:19:42,668 So these are your rehearsals, you're doing here? - Yes. 133 00:20:42,760 --> 00:20:47,880 Hello, Brausi. Hello, Sausi. How are you? - Hello. You're looking snazzy. 134 00:20:48,000 --> 00:20:49,638 Hello, how are you? 135 00:20:49,760 --> 00:20:54,390 May I hang your coats? Come in. 136 00:20:56,120 --> 00:20:57,997 Hello Uta! - Hello Rolf, how do you do? 137 00:20:58,120 --> 00:21:01,192 Hello Elisabeth. May I introduce you? You already know him. 138 00:21:01,320 --> 00:21:05,074 And I'm bringing two friends: Dagmar and Erdmann. 139 00:21:05,640 --> 00:21:08,393 Please, come in here, you can take off your coats. 140 00:21:08,520 --> 00:21:12,308 Elisabeth accustomes the old circle of friends to the new apartment. 141 00:21:12,760 --> 00:21:14,352 142 00:21:18,600 --> 00:21:22,388 Where's Elisabeth? - Elisabeth is coming. There are already guests inside. 143 00:21:22,520 --> 00:21:24,636 I take my coat. - Yes. Go ahead, come in. 144 00:21:24,760 --> 00:21:27,638 Good Evening. - Good Evening. - Hi. 145 00:21:28,040 --> 00:21:33,273 How are you? - Oh, that's sweet. - Hello. How are you? 146 00:21:36,000 --> 00:21:38,798 Uh! Well, how are you doing? - Good Evening. 147 00:21:40,000 --> 00:21:41,877 How are you? - I'm fine, thanks. 148 00:21:42,000 --> 00:21:44,798 Hello, Rolf, I've brought someone. This is Mr. von Vogesack. 149 00:21:50,000 --> 00:21:52,195 Good Evening, Elisabeth, may I introduce: Marion Mundhoff. 150 00:21:52,320 --> 00:21:55,835 Good Evening, Rolf. Marion Mundhoff. - Come in. 151 00:21:55,960 --> 00:21:59,270 If you want to take off, back there, alright? - Very fancy. 152 00:21:59,400 --> 00:22:02,710 I think, there are a couple of free hooks. - I'll do that, go ahead inside. 153 00:22:03,240 --> 00:22:05,879 But he doesn't neglect his work. 154 00:22:07,080 --> 00:22:08,877 155 00:22:13,880 --> 00:22:17,031 To cope with the banalities of a woman. 156 00:22:19,120 --> 00:22:22,590 When a man has lived without a woman or has lived without a sister, 157 00:22:23,120 --> 00:22:26,715 when he later marries, he is surprised by a woman's personal matters. 158 00:22:26,840 --> 00:22:28,876 They do that anyway. - Anyway? 159 00:22:29,000 --> 00:22:32,072 Even if he had a sister? Because he does not want to see it with his own wife? 160 00:22:32,200 --> 00:22:34,077 Of course not. 161 00:22:35,320 --> 00:22:40,917 So how does a man adjust? If he loves her, does he ignore it? 162 00:22:41,040 --> 00:22:45,272 Or does he grow to love these things? These shortcomings? - He loves them. 163 00:22:47,640 --> 00:22:49,631 You're raising my hopes. 164 00:22:53,360 --> 00:22:55,430 Look, lrina is all serious. 165 00:22:57,200 --> 00:22:59,316 You have married? - Yes. 166 00:22:59,440 --> 00:23:01,635 Congratulations! 167 00:23:02,000 --> 00:23:04,798 Ordinarily? Really? 168 00:23:11,680 --> 00:23:14,831 I don't know, Irina, I've asked this Rolf once. 169 00:23:16,080 --> 00:23:19,914 But Rolf is this way and that's why I love him: 170 00:23:21,040 --> 00:23:25,591 Rolf just loves me for what I am. He does not love me for my appearance. 171 00:23:26,000 --> 00:23:29,913 I've always been without make-up. Rolf got to know me completely without make-up. 172 00:23:31,160 --> 00:23:34,596 And when today Rolf says, I've changed him, 173 00:23:34,720 --> 00:23:37,393 he would have been terribly superficial. 174 00:23:37,800 --> 00:23:41,076 He says, he became introverted, that I have change him. 175 00:23:41,920 --> 00:23:44,878 But without me having trained him. 176 00:23:45,000 --> 00:23:47,309 And that's what stays. 177 00:23:48,040 --> 00:23:52,989 That's why he loves me most. And this makes me terribly happy. 178 00:24:23,640 --> 00:24:25,596 This is how I see you. 179 00:24:49,800 --> 00:24:53,156 To be someone else for once. It would be like this: 180 00:24:53,280 --> 00:24:56,431 I stay in the bathroom for long, I do a face mask. 181 00:24:56,560 --> 00:25:01,350 Maybe with rose water and loam, that's supposed to give you soft skin. 182 00:25:01,560 --> 00:25:03,391 So I'm doing a mask. 183 00:25:03,800 --> 00:25:07,952 Irina said: "Our experiences make us smart. " 184 00:25:08,680 --> 00:25:11,911 Elisabeth thought, experiences make us rich. 185 00:25:13,240 --> 00:25:15,800 Especially in times, when she felt fine, 186 00:25:15,920 --> 00:25:19,629 Elisabeth liked to talk about possible problems in discussions. 187 00:25:21,320 --> 00:25:24,118 My own opinion: 188 00:25:27,120 --> 00:25:31,671 It's comfort. I know, I belong to somebody. 189 00:25:31,800 --> 00:25:37,033 I belong to Rolf. He is there for me, I'm there for him. 190 00:25:37,880 --> 00:25:41,634 I have my home, I know, where I should be, know, who I can talk to, 191 00:25:41,760 --> 00:25:44,069 who to confide in. 192 00:25:44,400 --> 00:25:48,757 That's ... you belong to somebody, 193 00:25:49,400 --> 00:25:52,392 and I think, every woman should marry. 194 00:25:53,400 --> 00:25:56,710 You feel in your heart, in your soul, you feel... 195 00:25:58,400 --> 00:26:03,394 a little free, you feel free, happy. You're simply happy. 196 00:26:03,520 --> 00:26:06,080 It has nothing to do with the bodily. 197 00:26:06,200 --> 00:26:09,272 Hair turns grey, you see each other, I think, 198 00:26:09,400 --> 00:26:11,675 always, the way you met. 199 00:26:11,920 --> 00:26:14,514 Happiness is only complete, when there's also some pain. 200 00:26:14,640 --> 00:26:16,119 You'd like to have that from time to time. 201 00:26:16,520 --> 00:26:19,990 I'm completely opposed, a woman living the way Irina does. 202 00:26:20,360 --> 00:26:23,830 But basically these girls are very unhappy. 203 00:26:23,960 --> 00:26:26,872 Since they search just because... 204 00:26:27,000 --> 00:26:29,468 I say "search", because I have seen, 205 00:26:29,600 --> 00:26:33,593 that a friend of mine, was a character like Irina. 206 00:26:33,720 --> 00:26:37,429 She was searching constantly for a man, to hold on to, 207 00:26:37,560 --> 00:26:40,358 whith whom she stays, whith whom she finds calm. 208 00:26:40,480 --> 00:26:43,677 And everytime, she thought that she found, that man, 209 00:26:44,760 --> 00:26:48,116 some mistake appeared on the man's side, 210 00:26:48,240 --> 00:26:52,870 that disappointed her terribly and she broke away from the man instantly, 211 00:26:53,000 --> 00:26:56,356 because of this big disappointment. And she immediatly searched for another, 212 00:26:56,480 --> 00:26:58,869 to forget this disappointment. 213 00:27:01,120 --> 00:27:04,476 And then of course something appeared and that's why I say, 214 00:27:04,600 --> 00:27:06,875 these girls are terribly unhappy. 215 00:27:07,000 --> 00:27:10,834 Since they're always searching. They're getting many, these men. 216 00:27:10,960 --> 00:27:13,599 Always searching. They're getting many, afterwards. 217 00:27:13,720 --> 00:27:16,439 and that's terribly repulsive of course, even for these girls. 218 00:27:16,560 --> 00:27:19,358 They are unhappy. And they seek advice, too. 219 00:27:33,360 --> 00:27:35,476 In the past, long ago, 220 00:27:36,400 --> 00:27:38,630 with myself, in my face, 221 00:27:39,960 --> 00:27:43,999 to accept my face, like it is. I have tried to change it, 222 00:27:45,600 --> 00:27:47,397 for a long time. 223 00:27:52,400 --> 00:27:54,277 "Two nights ago." 224 00:27:56,960 --> 00:27:58,439 "Now." 225 00:28:00,240 --> 00:28:01,559 "Not here." 226 00:28:12,800 --> 00:28:14,756 "I don't know anything afterwards." 227 00:28:15,760 --> 00:28:17,398 "Now." 228 00:28:17,720 --> 00:28:21,998 I've got to do that first. Then I will know. 229 00:28:22,600 --> 00:28:24,875 And then I'll be glad or I won't glad. 230 00:28:25,000 --> 00:28:27,673 Here you get ahead or here you don't get ahead. 231 00:28:46,000 --> 00:28:47,991 232 00:28:52,040 --> 00:28:53,712 My mother. 233 00:29:24,200 --> 00:29:26,111 Breathe in deep, please. 234 00:29:26,600 --> 00:29:28,989 235 00:29:51,000 --> 00:29:52,991 236 00:29:58,960 --> 00:30:00,598 Manuela. 237 00:30:12,280 --> 00:30:15,989 If I speak with the mouth, I do god's will. 238 00:30:16,200 --> 00:30:19,158 When I see god, everywhere, 239 00:30:20,160 --> 00:30:23,755 in stone and plant, in beast and flower. 240 00:30:24,080 --> 00:30:28,676 When I see god, in father and mother... 241 00:30:30,200 --> 00:30:34,273 There once was a poor child... - Elisabeth... 242 00:30:34,440 --> 00:30:36,829 ... that had no father and no mother, 243 00:30:38,720 --> 00:30:40,870 was nobody here in this world. 244 00:30:43,200 --> 00:30:44,838 Everything dead 245 00:30:45,600 --> 00:30:49,673 and went forth and searched 246 00:30:49,800 --> 00:30:51,597 day and night. 247 00:30:52,560 --> 00:30:55,154 And for there was nobody on earth, 248 00:30:56,160 --> 00:30:58,355 wanted to go skyward 249 00:30:59,000 --> 00:31:03,152 and the moon looked at it so kindly. 250 00:31:04,240 --> 00:31:06,435 And when it finally came to the moon, 251 00:31:09,400 --> 00:31:11,755 it was a foul piece of wood. 252 00:31:13,280 --> 00:31:15,475 And so it went to the sun 253 00:31:17,400 --> 00:31:19,311 and when it came to the sun, 254 00:31:20,800 --> 00:31:23,030 it was a withered sunflower. 255 00:31:23,720 --> 00:31:25,995 And when it came to the stars, 256 00:31:27,200 --> 00:31:30,272 they were all little golden midges. 257 00:31:34,640 --> 00:31:36,232 Come on. 258 00:31:45,880 --> 00:31:48,269 Again like just now. 259 00:32:18,720 --> 00:32:20,711 Are you still alive? 260 00:32:24,840 --> 00:32:29,197 So many things can be done wrong and there's only one life. 261 00:32:29,920 --> 00:32:34,630 After two years of marriage, two children Rolf and Elisabeth felt, 262 00:32:34,760 --> 00:32:37,513 that everything wasn't that easy. 263 00:32:47,160 --> 00:32:51,039 Well, how do you like it? Michael, do you want to try? 264 00:32:51,200 --> 00:32:53,760 Come here, hold this. Come. 265 00:32:55,000 --> 00:32:57,992 Manuela! Manuela, don't run away! 266 00:32:58,120 --> 00:33:01,556 Now Rolf gave up medicine for good. 267 00:33:02,360 --> 00:33:05,750 After visiting his mother he explains to Elisabeth: 268 00:33:05,920 --> 00:33:11,119 "I need distance from everything now." He is not happy like this. 269 00:33:31,880 --> 00:33:34,678 When Elisabeth would have had difficulties, 270 00:33:34,800 --> 00:33:37,792 many would have been willing to help her. 271 00:33:48,400 --> 00:33:51,198 I think, everything a woman does, 272 00:33:51,320 --> 00:33:55,916 not to get children, is unhealthy. - I'm just careful. 273 00:33:56,040 --> 00:33:59,510 Besides I would have to calculate, when I wanted to be with Rolf. 274 00:34:00,200 --> 00:34:02,395 I think, that's vulgar. 275 00:34:02,600 --> 00:34:06,798 Besides Rolf says, that it's the same for a man. 276 00:34:07,160 --> 00:34:10,152 Elisabeth cultivates her friendships. 277 00:34:10,320 --> 00:34:13,676 ... he saw innumerable little ice crystals glittering in the air. 278 00:34:13,800 --> 00:34:17,156 Through this white night with it's silent spell, he went on 279 00:34:17,280 --> 00:34:21,592 and paid heed, not to get caught by its sentimental beauty. 280 00:34:22,040 --> 00:34:25,430 Indeed, he even assured disdainfully in front of an invisible audience... 281 00:34:25,560 --> 00:34:28,916 Bernhard always says, I'm old-fashioned. I think so too. 282 00:34:29,200 --> 00:34:33,159 ... still it was there und he in it. 283 00:34:37,240 --> 00:34:42,030 Well, this is beautiful. When did you write this? - A couple of months ago. 284 00:34:42,600 --> 00:34:45,478 Rolf is spending more time at his mother's. 285 00:34:45,680 --> 00:34:47,671 I know you. 286 00:34:47,880 --> 00:34:50,678 Yes, for so long. 287 00:34:50,880 --> 00:34:53,599 But say something. - What should I say? 288 00:34:53,720 --> 00:34:55,358 What you're missing. 289 00:34:56,000 --> 00:34:57,558 Don't drive away. 290 00:34:58,320 --> 00:35:02,233 Who says, I want to go? - You are. 291 00:35:02,360 --> 00:35:06,638 Not like this. - Still, still. You mean it. 292 00:35:07,880 --> 00:35:09,711 I mean what I say. 293 00:35:10,920 --> 00:35:12,956 Think about it again. 294 00:35:14,600 --> 00:35:16,318 I stay. 295 00:35:19,000 --> 00:35:20,433 Where do you want to go? 296 00:35:20,840 --> 00:35:23,400 Rolf always told himself, that his studies 297 00:35:23,520 --> 00:35:25,909 have nothing to do with his family. 298 00:35:26,080 --> 00:35:28,514 Now, that he quit his studies, 299 00:35:28,640 --> 00:35:31,279 he is distancing himself from his family. 300 00:35:32,600 --> 00:35:36,149 He claims never to have gotten around pondering alone. 301 00:35:37,560 --> 00:35:41,155 Elisabeth felt, that Rolf wanted to get away from her. 302 00:35:45,600 --> 00:35:48,433 But rest assured, that all of us are always here for you, okay? 303 00:35:52,560 --> 00:35:55,996 Even if you wouldn't come for a longer time, I mean... 304 00:35:58,320 --> 00:36:02,199 I'll wait and the kids, too. 305 00:36:05,240 --> 00:36:09,358 And don't think, anything stands between us. 306 00:36:12,400 --> 00:36:14,470 I'm in love with you, okay? 307 00:36:24,000 --> 00:36:29,313 She let him go, thinking, she will bring him back. 308 00:36:37,800 --> 00:36:40,268 The socks. - The socks. 309 00:36:54,720 --> 00:36:56,790 Do you know, where you want to go? 310 00:37:14,560 --> 00:37:18,792 Everything was just too early, too fast. 311 00:37:20,160 --> 00:37:24,597 And then came little Michael and then already Manuela. 312 00:37:26,080 --> 00:37:29,072 And now we're getting another one. 313 00:37:30,720 --> 00:37:34,838 And I understand, that your lifetime wishes, 314 00:37:34,960 --> 00:37:37,190 your lifelong dreams, 315 00:37:37,600 --> 00:37:39,795 your work dream, that... 316 00:37:42,120 --> 00:37:44,350 it's a mess 317 00:37:45,320 --> 00:37:49,313 and that you really don't know where you should be at the moment. 318 00:37:52,200 --> 00:37:54,270 I just hope you understand... 319 00:38:02,880 --> 00:38:08,193 Unexpectedly, the desparation due to Rolf's departure still came. 320 00:38:12,120 --> 00:38:13,997 Say... 321 00:38:16,400 --> 00:38:18,197 Rolf is gone. 322 00:38:24,080 --> 00:38:26,799 Her longtime friend Bernhard Weiss, 323 00:38:26,920 --> 00:38:30,037 a young editor, is helping her especially. 324 00:38:30,160 --> 00:38:34,438 He visits regularly and introduces her to new and interesting friends. 325 00:38:34,800 --> 00:38:36,995 326 00:38:38,920 --> 00:38:42,913 Please listen up. I wanted to read Rolf's letter to you. 327 00:38:43,040 --> 00:38:47,875 He wrote to me. "Dear Elisabeth." 328 00:38:48,000 --> 00:38:52,357 "Michael is also suffering because his father broke away from his family, 329 00:38:53,160 --> 00:38:56,152 because that's what it is, if you're honest. 330 00:38:59,040 --> 00:39:01,270 Rolf, I believe in you. 331 00:39:11,920 --> 00:39:16,118 Why don't you trust me? I'd like to know, what's the matter with you. 332 00:39:16,600 --> 00:39:19,068 I'll give you time until the weekend. I absolutely have to know, 333 00:39:19,200 --> 00:39:23,318 where we go from here. Please, please. Love, Elisabeth." 334 00:39:36,400 --> 00:39:37,799 335 00:39:46,200 --> 00:39:49,317 Rolf! - Elisabeth! 336 00:39:51,120 --> 00:39:54,749 Rolf came home shortly before the birth of the third child. 337 00:39:55,080 --> 00:39:59,392 He worked as a laborer at a shipyard in Rotterdam. 338 00:39:59,920 --> 00:40:03,435 He had spend the money, that he had made. 339 00:40:09,360 --> 00:40:11,112 Do you hear something? 340 00:40:12,360 --> 00:40:14,078 That's Blandine. 341 00:40:24,680 --> 00:40:28,275 Irina says, there were two children of the king. 342 00:40:28,400 --> 00:40:31,517 If we imagine them still getting together, then what? 343 00:40:33,800 --> 00:40:37,190 But then I've got these terrible doubts, I can't get rid of. 344 00:40:38,760 --> 00:40:41,149 Basically I have nothing. 345 00:40:41,520 --> 00:40:43,317 346 00:40:44,320 --> 00:40:47,756 I'd like to learn something, something, that I can't even imagine yet. 347 00:40:49,600 --> 00:40:55,197 Because in the role of a wife, I would fail completely. I would fall flat. 348 00:40:57,800 --> 00:41:02,476 I want to learn something and I want to find someone to tell me what. 349 00:41:03,760 --> 00:41:06,433 All children should know, where the little babies come from... 350 00:41:06,560 --> 00:41:08,198 Look, Michael. 351 00:41:08,320 --> 00:41:11,392 ... and what love is. - How lovely, these flowers. 352 00:41:11,520 --> 00:41:13,988 My children, anyways, should know, I think. 353 00:41:14,120 --> 00:41:16,998 I think, the children, living in the countryside, they have it easier. 354 00:41:17,120 --> 00:41:22,399 ... and want to live. - The live with nature and nature enlightens. 355 00:41:22,760 --> 00:41:24,751 ... very small, down here. 356 00:41:24,880 --> 00:41:29,351 That's why I want to, and I do, drive more often to the countryside with my children. 357 00:41:29,480 --> 00:41:33,792 to introduce them to nature. This way it's much easier for them, too. 358 00:41:33,920 --> 00:41:37,879 And when they have questions, then I tell them honestly how it works. 359 00:41:38,000 --> 00:41:41,151 They really want to go out and live. - Why tell them fairy tales? 360 00:41:41,280 --> 00:41:45,159 There's one, it will probably blossom in a couple of days. 361 00:42:03,240 --> 00:42:07,358 I love the woods, the coldness. 362 00:42:09,280 --> 00:42:13,831 Actually I'd always like to stay out here and see to everything. 363 00:42:15,480 --> 00:42:18,074 I can really feel it, the way I prosper out here. 364 00:42:20,960 --> 00:42:24,669 Tell me, am I getting too thick for you? 365 00:42:24,800 --> 00:42:27,997 No, I like you this way. 366 00:42:28,600 --> 00:42:30,795 I'm always kind of about to burst. 367 00:42:31,800 --> 00:42:33,950 Always kind of on the edge. 368 00:42:37,560 --> 00:42:39,994 Exercise and a healthy diet! 369 00:42:43,120 --> 00:42:45,429 The air really is marvelous here. 370 00:42:46,120 --> 00:42:48,190 Breathe again. 371 00:42:50,240 --> 00:42:52,117 Marvelous, isn't it? 372 00:42:52,560 --> 00:42:53,993 Your turn. 373 00:43:08,480 --> 00:43:11,438 Man and woman, as one. 374 00:43:11,720 --> 00:43:13,870 Yes, but not all the time! 375 00:43:14,840 --> 00:43:16,068 Hey! 376 00:43:49,560 --> 00:43:52,154 You will recognize them, 377 00:43:52,400 --> 00:43:57,474 by the way, she is standing there and waiting for you. 378 00:43:59,720 --> 00:44:01,915 You won't miss her. 379 00:44:04,120 --> 00:44:05,553 I'd like to... 380 00:44:08,320 --> 00:44:10,038 ... my life... 381 00:44:27,320 --> 00:44:32,189 Elisabeth's father helped both of them with regular allowances. 382 00:44:32,320 --> 00:44:35,676 There was no discussion about Rolf's work problems. 383 00:44:41,000 --> 00:44:42,991 384 00:44:54,240 --> 00:44:57,038 Since the birth of Elisabeth's third child 385 00:44:57,160 --> 00:45:00,470 only four months have passed. - I don't want a child right now. 386 00:45:00,600 --> 00:45:02,989 Now she is panicking. - I'm over it. 387 00:45:03,120 --> 00:45:07,875 She says, it would be too much. - Normally I can set my watch by it. 388 00:45:08,000 --> 00:45:11,197 She couldn't take responsability. 389 00:45:11,600 --> 00:45:14,433 The doctor won't or cannot help. 390 00:45:15,280 --> 00:45:17,748 Rolf himself has to help. 391 00:45:22,320 --> 00:45:24,993 In the afternoon she's in intense pain. 392 00:45:25,200 --> 00:45:29,113 When she's regaining consciousness, Elisabeth believes, she's got to die. 393 00:45:51,080 --> 00:45:54,072 Three months later, Elisabeth is pregnant again. 394 00:45:54,200 --> 00:45:56,794 This time she does not fight it. 395 00:46:00,640 --> 00:46:03,029 You may have the next child. 396 00:46:04,840 --> 00:46:06,831 With pleasure. 397 00:46:14,000 --> 00:46:15,592 398 00:46:28,520 --> 00:46:30,317 Barbara. 399 00:47:08,960 --> 00:47:13,078 I, however claim, that everything we love, is beautiful. 400 00:47:57,520 --> 00:48:00,671 With friends it's not like it used to be. 401 00:48:00,800 --> 00:48:03,030 The distances are too great. 402 00:48:03,360 --> 00:48:05,874 The circle is no longer complete. - The pot was too small 403 00:48:06,000 --> 00:48:07,752 and everything turned into mud. 404 00:48:09,680 --> 00:48:11,671 Boy, we were hungry! 405 00:48:17,960 --> 00:48:21,157 And then you said, when we went out buying buns: 406 00:48:22,000 --> 00:48:25,197 "Once I am rich, you shall have it better." 407 00:48:25,800 --> 00:48:29,918 Where you serious? - And then you said to me, I shall take my time. 408 00:48:30,120 --> 00:48:34,193 I've tried. - No, you said that. 409 00:49:05,840 --> 00:49:07,990 Two very good... 410 00:49:08,120 --> 00:49:10,111 Yes, please excuse me. 411 00:49:12,080 --> 00:49:14,275 What are you doing here? - Excuse me. 412 00:49:15,080 --> 00:49:18,038 Where are you coming from? - I wanted to visit you. 413 00:49:19,080 --> 00:49:22,231 Yes, that's a good idea, but I'm in a meeting. 414 00:49:22,360 --> 00:49:25,716 Have you found something yet? - No, not yet. 415 00:49:25,880 --> 00:49:27,233 Wait a second. 416 00:49:33,960 --> 00:49:37,714 Success for example. Every person wants to have success. 417 00:49:37,840 --> 00:49:41,276 That's normal. Especially for a man. 418 00:49:42,480 --> 00:49:47,600 I've seen it many times. Men, when they were still studying, 419 00:49:48,600 --> 00:49:50,511 were very likeable 420 00:49:51,000 --> 00:49:53,878 but when they finally reached success, 421 00:49:54,880 --> 00:49:56,836 they've changed all of a sudden. 422 00:49:56,960 --> 00:50:00,669 They were no longer accessible to others. -... one day you're just standing in the door. 423 00:50:00,800 --> 00:50:03,394 I've never loved the successful. - I'm happy, that we meet 424 00:50:03,520 --> 00:50:08,150 and see each other. But have you ever thought about, where this will lead? 425 00:50:09,160 --> 00:50:12,072 Do you want to stay here? You've got a husband and children at home, 426 00:50:12,200 --> 00:50:15,033 still you're standing in the door. What do you want to do now? 427 00:50:18,720 --> 00:50:21,598 After that Elisabeth returns to Rolf, 428 00:50:21,720 --> 00:50:25,872 reconciles with him and has her fifth child. 429 00:50:40,600 --> 00:50:42,591 430 00:51:05,080 --> 00:51:09,471 You have only been working temporarily in the electronics industry, 431 00:51:09,600 --> 00:51:11,795 during your time as a working student? - One needs something, 432 00:51:11,920 --> 00:51:14,275 one loves. - You have no steady job at the moment? 433 00:51:14,400 --> 00:51:17,392 Rolf wants to evaluate his dropping out of university. 434 00:51:17,520 --> 00:51:21,877 He's working as a medical representative for a pharmaceutical company. 435 00:51:22,000 --> 00:51:25,709 Rolf thought, he could achieve success once again this way. 436 00:51:26,640 --> 00:51:29,234 Surely you will be able to utilize your medical basics, 437 00:51:29,360 --> 00:51:32,670 that you have acquired at university. 438 00:51:32,800 --> 00:51:38,079 Still you have to consider, that the task of a medical representative 439 00:51:38,200 --> 00:51:42,478 out there is a job, that effectively involves very little 440 00:51:42,600 --> 00:51:45,239 of the things you have learned, 441 00:51:45,360 --> 00:51:48,875 but rather recquires the clincal problems, 442 00:51:49,000 --> 00:51:53,630 that you would have encountered later in your studies. 443 00:51:53,760 --> 00:51:59,676 You and most of all the objective-informative, promotional dialogue. 444 00:51:59,880 --> 00:52:03,953 And that I will find an objective viewpoint towards it. 445 00:52:04,080 --> 00:52:08,232 Hence it's a mixture of the, if you will, the promotional and the scientific. 446 00:52:08,360 --> 00:52:12,558 Why did you drop out of university? - It became too difficult. 447 00:52:12,680 --> 00:52:18,277 But as a young man one bears a responsability at a certain age. 448 00:52:18,400 --> 00:52:21,597 It stops, the adventure, the private adventure. 449 00:52:21,720 --> 00:52:26,350 Today though it became an adventure for seven people. 450 00:52:27,800 --> 00:52:30,758 Once you have started studying, you should actually have the will, 451 00:52:30,880 --> 00:52:34,190 to follow through. Maybe certain cliffs... 452 00:52:34,320 --> 00:52:37,198 What courses did you flunk? 453 00:52:37,320 --> 00:52:40,471 You've passed anatomy. - Yes. - That's what it says here in your documents. 454 00:52:40,600 --> 00:52:44,912 Actually I have... - You've passed psychology too. 455 00:52:45,040 --> 00:52:49,591 Physics is what caused you difficulties, I can fully understand that. 456 00:52:49,720 --> 00:52:52,473 Physics, chemistry, was rather close. 457 00:52:52,600 --> 00:52:56,718 And there remains: Zoology, biology. 458 00:52:58,840 --> 00:53:01,752 Well, and what do you want to do now? 459 00:53:02,000 --> 00:53:05,390 Yes, i would like to, well... 460 00:53:06,480 --> 00:53:10,268 to work in the field of medicine and medicinal progress. 461 00:53:10,400 --> 00:53:14,029 That figures. Surely, you want to utilize the things, you have learned. 462 00:53:14,440 --> 00:53:18,479 I'm a family man, I have 5 children. - How old are you now? 463 00:53:18,600 --> 00:53:22,388 I am 29 years old. - You were busy there. 464 00:53:23,000 --> 00:53:24,194 Yes. 465 00:53:29,320 --> 00:53:31,788 Here you have the model. 466 00:53:32,000 --> 00:53:36,312 Yes, it's the hellebrigenin or the digitoxigenins 467 00:53:36,440 --> 00:53:38,908 and here you have a corresponding sugar residue, 468 00:53:39,040 --> 00:53:42,476 which we want to attach to this molecule, 469 00:53:42,600 --> 00:53:45,273 to form a cardiac glycoside... 470 00:53:45,400 --> 00:53:51,236 Maybe you could treat me with a few examples of your skills. 471 00:53:52,120 --> 00:53:56,398 For example what is an anastomosis, Mr. Puschina? 472 00:53:56,880 --> 00:54:02,750 That's the connections of vessels between each other. 473 00:54:06,920 --> 00:54:10,913 Very good. You're probably pretty familiar with that from your studies. 474 00:54:11,040 --> 00:54:13,190 What is stroke volume? 475 00:54:13,520 --> 00:54:17,115 ... as a person, who has only got a general 476 00:54:17,440 --> 00:54:21,115 vaguely defined malaise. 477 00:54:21,240 --> 00:54:24,471 These patients more often later see a doctor and say: 478 00:54:24,600 --> 00:54:26,795 "Doctor, when I took the pills, 479 00:54:26,920 --> 00:54:29,559 I got this flickering in my eyes." 480 00:54:30,240 --> 00:54:33,789 Exactly. - What about the diastolic filling? 481 00:54:34,040 --> 00:54:36,793 It's probably better than when the heart is beating fast? 482 00:54:36,920 --> 00:54:38,638 483 00:54:38,760 --> 00:54:44,790 The contractility is not improved. Well, what does contractility mean? 484 00:54:44,920 --> 00:54:46,751 That was a moot point, ladies and gentlemen, 485 00:54:46,880 --> 00:54:50,668 even the upper ten thousand are quarreling about that. 486 00:54:50,800 --> 00:54:52,995 Hundred! Hundred! - The upper hundred! 487 00:54:53,120 --> 00:54:56,157 Or hundred. The upper hundred, more people don't know about that. 488 00:54:56,480 --> 00:54:59,278 Rolf only comes home very seldom these days. 489 00:54:59,400 --> 00:55:01,960 He sees Elisabeth once a month. 490 00:55:02,080 --> 00:55:04,753 But when he does it's always very nice. 491 00:55:05,360 --> 00:55:09,273 Liquidly four tea spoons are given, two of those tea spoons in the evening, 492 00:55:09,400 --> 00:55:12,073 in tablet form one to two pills three times a day, 493 00:55:12,200 --> 00:55:14,236 depending on the severity of the case. 494 00:55:14,920 --> 00:55:17,673 I'm interested in this medicament. Have you got a sample 495 00:55:17,800 --> 00:55:20,678 or will you send me one? 496 00:55:20,800 --> 00:55:23,189 Yes doctor, we can send you any amount anytime. 497 00:55:23,320 --> 00:55:28,189 Yes, he collects stamps. He prefers Liechtenstein, 498 00:55:28,320 --> 00:55:30,754 Austria, they have very beautiful stamps 499 00:55:30,880 --> 00:55:34,395 and his collection has grown considerably. - That suits me. 500 00:55:34,520 --> 00:55:39,753 Yes, you can bring by some stamps from Austria, later. 501 00:55:47,920 --> 00:55:52,436 If you look at ours however, they're just no good. 502 00:55:52,960 --> 00:55:55,155 Those aren't stamps. 503 00:55:58,320 --> 00:56:00,276 Freshly removed just now. 504 00:56:05,800 --> 00:56:08,872 They're droll, those. I'm always quick to turn. 505 00:56:16,600 --> 00:56:18,113 Ilona! 506 00:56:18,840 --> 00:56:21,673 Hello, Rolf. Allright, here I am. 507 00:56:21,800 --> 00:56:24,394 Splendid, just splendid. 508 00:56:48,880 --> 00:56:51,474 I'm on my period. - Maybe she shouldn't have met 509 00:56:51,600 --> 00:56:54,160 him these days. 510 00:56:57,920 --> 00:57:00,559 Don't be unjust, it's not her fault. 511 00:57:00,880 --> 00:57:03,519 On one hand seeing hope crumbling into dust, 512 00:57:03,640 --> 00:57:07,235 on the other hand not believing, that it is, how it is. 513 00:57:09,320 --> 00:57:11,914 Have you ever had Chinese? 514 00:57:13,000 --> 00:57:14,991 Look, like this. 515 00:57:17,760 --> 00:57:20,752 Allright. Yes, yes I have. - Yes, exactly. 516 00:57:20,920 --> 00:57:24,230 Why are you holding it in your left? - I'm left-handed. 517 00:57:25,080 --> 00:57:27,548 Hello, are you asleep yet? 518 00:57:28,040 --> 00:57:32,397 Hm, a little. - I'm coming soon. I'm still here. 519 00:57:32,520 --> 00:57:35,398 Oh, you're still here. How late is it? 520 00:57:35,720 --> 00:57:39,998 At night everything is more clear here. The work is good. 521 00:57:41,560 --> 00:57:44,870 Well, we're living in M�ssenkoppel in Poppenb�ttel now. 522 00:57:45,000 --> 00:57:49,835 I'm gonna explain to you, how you have to drive from your place, okay? Towards the airport. 523 00:57:49,960 --> 00:57:54,351 Alright first left once again, there's a very strange church 524 00:57:55,200 --> 00:57:57,111 and then Alsterdorferstra�e again. 525 00:57:57,240 --> 00:57:59,708 These pretty little houses, all little witch's cottages, 526 00:57:59,840 --> 00:58:02,035 in between gardens and fields. 527 00:58:02,360 --> 00:58:04,794 Pass under the subway bridge. 528 00:58:05,160 --> 00:58:07,390 And then always straight ahead. 529 00:58:07,600 --> 00:58:11,832 Yes, to the left it's getting more rural, you know, park landscapes and such. 530 00:58:21,560 --> 00:58:24,438 So tell me again: "M�ssenkoppel in Poppenb�ttel." 531 00:58:24,800 --> 00:58:27,473 M�ssenkoppel in Koppenb�ttel. - What did you say? Ah, you're lying. 532 00:58:28,120 --> 00:58:31,669 Around kids Rolf can be spontaneously affectionate. 533 00:59:14,640 --> 00:59:17,871 Mr. Puschina, I've ordered you here. 534 00:59:18,000 --> 00:59:21,356 We wanted to talk to you. 535 00:59:21,480 --> 00:59:26,270 My question is: Are you really happy here? 536 00:59:27,120 --> 00:59:29,793 Yes, why do you ask? 537 00:59:30,080 --> 00:59:35,234 Mr. Puschina, you're here now more than three month, 538 00:59:35,360 --> 00:59:39,558 a time, we've experienced to be enough usually, 539 00:59:39,680 --> 00:59:44,435 for new co-workers to become a member in our community, 540 00:59:44,560 --> 00:59:49,270 for them to feel comfortable here. With you I've got the impression, 541 00:59:49,400 --> 00:59:52,278 that you're a little distant 542 00:59:52,400 --> 00:59:56,837 and after talking to Mr. Hirt, the district manager, he could, 543 00:59:56,960 --> 00:59:59,190 sadly, I must say, confirm that. 544 00:59:59,320 --> 01:00:03,950 On top of that two appeals of doctors came in lately. 545 01:00:04,080 --> 01:00:08,790 I say appeals, it would be too grave, to grade them as complaints. 546 01:00:09,320 --> 01:00:13,632 Aren't you balancing a little in some form? 547 01:00:14,840 --> 01:00:17,479 Yeah, but certainly not on purpose. 548 01:00:17,600 --> 01:00:22,116 I believe you, I acknowledge your effort and your enthusiasm. 549 01:00:22,320 --> 01:00:25,517 We'd like to help you, Mr. Puschina. 550 01:00:26,720 --> 01:00:31,350 You can only work ideally, when you are free in your occupation, 551 01:00:31,480 --> 01:00:36,315 when you're comfortable. We'd like to make you an offer. 552 01:00:36,480 --> 01:00:40,473 We're taking you off of your task in the field 553 01:00:41,000 --> 01:00:45,676 and give you a suitable task in the office. I think, that you're 554 01:00:45,800 --> 01:00:51,636 best helped in this vein with your family background. 555 01:00:52,240 --> 01:00:56,153 Doctor, I thank you for this solution, but I'd like to 556 01:00:56,280 --> 01:01:00,910 ask you for some time, to come to a decision. 557 01:01:01,040 --> 01:01:05,556 Naturally. I realise, you're not able to decide now. 558 01:01:05,680 --> 01:01:07,955 But think about it, maybe you can 559 01:01:08,080 --> 01:01:12,073 further utilize your medicinal education. 560 01:01:12,200 --> 01:01:17,274 But for field work, for that, I think, you're not qualified. 561 01:01:27,680 --> 01:01:30,797 The announcement of the fifth child causes Rolf, 562 01:01:30,920 --> 01:01:33,593 to improve his earning capacity. 563 01:01:34,120 --> 01:01:39,592 He changes over to a cosmetics company. There he is successful at first, 564 01:01:39,720 --> 01:01:43,918 because he knows to persuade his mainly female customers. 565 01:01:45,040 --> 01:01:48,589 He is assigned a represantation area close to his mother's home. 566 01:02:00,440 --> 01:02:03,034 One washes himself hastily. 567 01:02:03,160 --> 01:02:07,153 Don't say, he washes badly, but say he washes hastily. 568 01:04:07,800 --> 01:04:09,597 569 01:04:50,000 --> 01:04:53,436 Good afternoon. - My friend and I are both Americans. 570 01:04:53,560 --> 01:04:58,315 Outside stand two friendly- looking young men, mormons. 571 01:04:58,440 --> 01:05:00,954 ... in connection with the mormon church. Have you heard of it? 572 01:05:01,080 --> 01:05:02,957 Yes, please come in. 573 01:05:18,600 --> 01:05:22,513 May I offer you something, some coffee or tea? 574 01:05:22,880 --> 01:05:25,110 Thank you, but that's not necessary. 575 01:05:26,360 --> 01:05:29,397 Well, as my colleague explained, we are both american 576 01:05:29,520 --> 01:05:32,557 of the so-called mormon church and we're more or less 577 01:05:32,680 --> 01:05:34,955 visiting the neighbourhood this morning, 578 01:05:35,080 --> 01:05:37,150 to tell the families about our church. 579 01:05:37,440 --> 01:05:40,750 And if I may ask, where do you stand on religion? 580 01:05:42,080 --> 01:05:46,949 I haven't really thought about it. Not yet anyway. 581 01:05:47,400 --> 01:05:49,994 You know, we believe, 582 01:05:51,200 --> 01:05:55,034 that god wants us to be happy in this life. 583 01:05:55,520 --> 01:05:59,752 What I'm interested in: Earlier we talked about the prophets. 584 01:06:00,440 --> 01:06:05,036 And when I really think about it, I want to... 585 01:06:06,200 --> 01:06:10,478 it feels strange, that there really is a prophet these days. 586 01:06:10,720 --> 01:06:13,917 May I ask something about that? Who is this prophet? 587 01:06:14,040 --> 01:06:17,077 Of course we would like to tell you that. That is the main reason 588 01:06:17,200 --> 01:06:19,031 we are in Germany. 589 01:06:19,160 --> 01:06:22,596 Why we'd like to tell the people something about our church. 590 01:06:22,720 --> 01:06:27,396 The prophet, who is running our church now, his name is David Mohammed Kay 591 01:06:27,520 --> 01:06:32,594 and he is of course, I mean, he's living in America in the state of Utah, 592 01:06:32,720 --> 01:06:35,314 that's in the western part, in the mountains. 593 01:06:35,440 --> 01:06:38,671 And this man is of old age. 594 01:06:38,800 --> 01:06:40,756 But he's running and leading the church. 595 01:06:40,880 --> 01:06:44,236 How old is he? - He is 92 years old. 596 01:06:44,360 --> 01:06:47,591 I see. - And he still runs and leads the church 597 01:06:47,720 --> 01:06:51,190 as Joseph Smith in his day or as Christ himself 598 01:06:51,320 --> 01:06:56,633 or as the apostles back then ran and lead the Church of Christ back then. 599 01:06:57,000 --> 01:07:01,152 I will be there on sunday then. - So we thank you for your time. 600 01:07:13,520 --> 01:07:14,794 Johanna. 601 01:07:17,120 --> 01:07:18,439 Johanna. 602 01:07:35,200 --> 01:07:38,795 We have a beautiful view from here. You will notice, 603 01:07:38,920 --> 01:07:42,435 we have several classes in this row. 604 01:07:42,560 --> 01:07:44,915 Over there we hold the sunday school classes. 605 01:07:45,040 --> 01:07:48,271 And we learn about church in sunday school. 606 01:07:52,120 --> 01:07:55,749 In this room we have the chapel. Here the members all come together 607 01:07:55,880 --> 01:07:59,509 when we have sunday school or service. 608 01:07:59,640 --> 01:08:02,791 May we go in? - Yes, sure. - Thank you. 609 01:08:06,800 --> 01:08:08,552 Wonderful! 610 01:08:08,680 --> 01:08:11,069 Very nice, very comfortable. 611 01:08:12,600 --> 01:08:18,038 How many members are in your parish? - In this parish we have about 700. 612 01:08:21,200 --> 01:08:24,510 That's cognisance. - "s". 613 01:08:24,640 --> 01:08:28,918 Huh? - "Cognisances". There's always more than one. 614 01:08:29,960 --> 01:08:34,715 All the philosophers are right. I mean the real philosophers. 615 01:08:35,600 --> 01:08:40,833 I'm not a philosopher. I just think, you can recognize yourself. 616 01:08:41,080 --> 01:08:44,868 In others. - Maybe. 617 01:08:46,000 --> 01:08:48,434 It's so hard, to adapt to happiness. 618 01:09:49,040 --> 01:09:53,033 Dear brothers and sisters, we are happy to welcome you here this morning. 619 01:09:53,160 --> 01:09:57,597 We'd like to start our baptism off with singing. 620 01:09:57,720 --> 01:09:59,950 Page 196. 621 01:10:00,080 --> 01:10:02,514 "We thank you, Lord, oh prophet." 622 01:10:06,000 --> 01:10:08,878 623 01:10:47,040 --> 01:10:52,831 The opening prayer is said by, Brother Adwater, David Adwater. 624 01:10:59,600 --> 01:11:01,795 625 01:11:29,080 --> 01:11:31,469 Would you please take the baptizands to the water 626 01:11:31,600 --> 01:11:34,433 and perform the baptism? 627 01:12:19,120 --> 01:12:22,476 The soaking wet robe on my body felt very pleasant 628 01:12:22,600 --> 01:12:24,397 despite the cold. 629 01:12:24,760 --> 01:12:26,716 You're my brother now. 630 01:12:33,080 --> 01:12:37,790 Will Rolf be able to save himself with the help of his brain? 631 01:14:00,400 --> 01:14:02,391 632 01:16:29,000 --> 01:16:30,991 633 01:17:53,000 --> 01:17:54,991 634 01:19:18,600 --> 01:19:19,999 635 01:19:20,120 --> 01:19:21,917 Watch it! 636 01:19:43,280 --> 01:19:48,638 Judging by the circumstances very likely suicide, identity not yet determined. 637 01:19:50,720 --> 01:19:56,033 Exhaustion fumes piped into the interior, on the passenger seat a bottle 638 01:19:56,160 --> 01:19:58,355 and a tablet tube. 639 01:19:59,000 --> 01:20:03,357 No clues were placed by us and also none were covered. 640 01:20:04,200 --> 01:20:07,670 Death should have occured quite some time ago. 641 01:20:12,320 --> 01:20:17,474 Let's have a look, what was going on with the man, where he was from. 642 01:20:31,920 --> 01:20:36,198 It would be advisable, to place the body out here. 643 01:20:59,520 --> 01:21:01,636 Take a close look into his pockets, 644 01:21:01,760 --> 01:21:04,672 for a letter anywhere... 645 01:21:08,000 --> 01:21:10,560 Take care of the children. 646 01:21:11,360 --> 01:21:15,990 I could cry when I see Michael. - Don't worry about it. 647 01:21:19,160 --> 01:21:23,233 It's also too hot in here. - Take something off. 648 01:21:25,320 --> 01:21:28,790 I have to go. - Alright. 649 01:21:35,000 --> 01:21:37,230 That's my silver bird. 650 01:21:41,520 --> 01:21:46,640 I've been looking for that, since Rolf... 651 01:23:22,880 --> 01:23:28,238 In a gallery Elisabeth meets the young American Brian Leak. 652 01:24:13,680 --> 01:24:15,511 Are you still there? - Sorry? 653 01:24:15,640 --> 01:24:19,076 Are you still there? - Where am I supposed to be? 654 01:24:19,440 --> 01:24:22,830 It was so quiet on the line. I thought, you were gone. 655 01:24:23,520 --> 01:24:27,195 No, I'm still there. - Are you home? 656 01:24:27,880 --> 01:24:31,509 I went home, to call you for a bit in piece. 657 01:24:31,640 --> 01:24:33,596 That's very nice. 658 01:24:34,800 --> 01:24:37,155 Do you know that? - Yes. 659 01:24:37,400 --> 01:24:40,676 Well, that's the way it was and so I slept. 660 01:24:40,800 --> 01:24:43,314 Now I'm wondering, how you really get along. 661 01:24:43,440 --> 01:24:46,876 Well it's not so easy for me. The evening's over, 662 01:24:47,000 --> 01:24:52,916 but still a few things happened, that don't quite fit the concept. 663 01:24:53,040 --> 01:24:56,032 Brian, don't worry about it. 664 01:24:57,000 --> 01:25:01,357 I think, you worry, don't you? 665 01:25:05,000 --> 01:25:06,592 Elisabeth! 666 01:27:05,280 --> 01:27:09,592 The children are pleased, their mother is getting happy again. 667 01:27:58,360 --> 01:28:01,557 But what really interests me in you and interests me all the time 668 01:28:02,000 --> 01:28:04,150 and used to interest me 669 01:28:04,560 --> 01:28:06,869 and interests me today, 670 01:28:07,680 --> 01:28:09,796 that is practice. 671 01:28:26,480 --> 01:28:30,189 Elisabeth emigrated with her five children and Brian Leak, 672 01:28:30,320 --> 01:28:34,552 who was mormon und American, to the United States. 673 01:28:34,680 --> 01:28:37,353 She wrote: "All your good wishes 674 01:28:37,480 --> 01:28:40,358 until now have fulfilled hundredfold. 675 01:28:40,480 --> 01:28:43,199 It's wonderful, to be allowed to experience 676 01:28:43,320 --> 01:28:46,073 a new life and such great love again, 677 01:28:46,440 --> 01:28:51,639 in a foreign country at that, in this lonely little house with a garden. 678 01:28:51,920 --> 01:28:54,992 So many things here correspond to my being, 679 01:28:55,400 --> 01:28:57,630 so generous, free 680 01:28:57,760 --> 01:29:01,150 and if you're so inclined, wholly individual. 681 01:29:02,000 --> 01:29:05,470 Maybe also because it makes me think about Rolf. 682 01:29:06,040 --> 01:29:10,670 What is touched with loving hands, must be twice as beautiful."